i feel like fried poop

( DO YOU SEE THAT??!! THATS HOW I FEEL) it's not enough to say ''i feel like crap'' so im takin it to the next level in saying '' i feel like fried poop''. makes it seem worse? well it should, cuz i DO feel that way. something horrible has happened. i feel horrible about it, but i'm not sure if i'm even at fault. i need to tell a certain person, but i'm scared to, because i'm walking on thin ice with him/her. and i also NEED to confide in someone, but my best friend (who's a GREAT listener) is gone all week. this B-L-O-W-S. i need to sleep or something. maybe i'll excersice, cuz it's a good thing to do when your mad/upset. uggghhhh, ii hate myself soo much right now. and i totally could confide in his blog right now, but i wont, cuz i'm also scared of what yall'd think of me. i hate hate hate knowing i'm being judged, but being unable to do anything about it. uggggggggghhhhhhhhhh. please dont judge me, ya'll. please. i sound like a sissy right now, dont i? i totally do....

make peace.

have love.

just know that a person's actions define who they are.