Well, poop.

Ok, so have yall ever played one of those super mario games? (with this generation, of course you have) Yunno when your yunno, runnin' along, bouncin' or whatever on bad guys, and then BOOM, you've lost your last life, and your just sitting there with your mouth gaping open and just goin '' buh-.... wait..... I.... huh?!''
            Yep. i totally just lost my last life. And all thats left is me sitting there, mouth hanging open, stunned out of my mind.

           Oh, yeah.
   And then, after your over the initial shock, you start flipping OUT on the T.V. Yeah, I'm sooooo beyond that point, so, after the shock, what am i supposed to expect. I just don'y know. story of my life, am I right? I'm totally right...
    Anyways, my mental well being is a video game, and i totally lost my last life.

Times are hard.

just look at the song 'For The First Time' by the Script. Or the Movie 'The Pursuit of Happiness' (not this time period, but same concept)


 My great grandparents (the cutest couple you've ever seen) have spent ALL their livesavings. Now riddle me this. How can ALL their money be gone? They spent it on their food. Yes, they had so little, they burned through everything on basic survival needs. Now what do they do now? We don't know. My great grandfather is a man of god, if someone from church needs help, he'll help them to his expense. and i know there will be a special place in heaven for Mamaw and Papaw Great.
 

 My Mamaw and Papaw have no money either. theres almost no food in the house. Mamaw has a foot injury, and they barely scraped enough together to buy medicine. And you know my great grandparents whom i just told you 'bout? they share their government-given meals with them. They share medication with each other to save at the pharmacy.


  Now why in god's name, can't i share with them, my measly $230.00 just sitting in the bank, awaiting my use? Why can't i help them with their basic needs instead of saving for a stupid car i wont need for a couple more years, anyway?!
  I feel horrible for these things.



Times are hard.

the song 'Mr. Roboto.

EPIC.

the new BEST. DREAM. EVER.

OH MY GOODNESS AND SUGAR AND SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICE, THIS DREAM KICKED BUTTT. oh jeeez, ive spent THREE HOURS reliving this.. this... peice of heaven! oh wow! i'm so happy, yet so sad, because my dream seems so vague now. but it was just... aamazing. of course yall know i cant tell you what it is! i mean, it is so......


personal, i guess.
i mean, its not bad or creeepin or anything, just personal.


but oh my goodness, it was great.

im totally gonna go relive it. again.

make peace.

have love.

dream on!