musical detox

well, the time has risen. *sounds trumpets* MUUUUUUUSSSSSSSIIIICCCCC DEEEEEEEETTTTTTTOOOOOOOOOXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!! do yall know what that means? i don't really know how to describe it.... well basically, i'm not gonna listen to my usual screamo/metal music (for now) but instead gonna listen to my Nevershoutnever, Plug In Stereo, and The Ready Set. that's the kinda positive jamz this gurrl needs ;) so, yeah. this stuff is really great! in most of the songs, it's just acoustic guituars playin the music (but thats just fine by me). trading in my electric guitars for acoustic ones. huge, scar guys for adorable, stick thin boys with messages of peace on their tattoos instead of flaming skulls and naked chicks. not a bad trade, dontcha think? yepp. now im listening to Nevershoutnever's song 'trampoline' and feeling especially proud of myself :)
 Yunno what? imma start out this school year as positive as physically possible. yeah. imma hug kaleb and ask him how his summer was. imma tell joey he doesnt remid me of a primate, and i'm gonna tell amy i love her skirts and maggie that her hair is to-die-for. cuz all of these things are the right thing to do. and they'll not make me feel better in the long run, but it'll make them feel good. and thats what matters. your a good person when your kind to someone not so you'll feel better, but so they will. and that, my friends, is what i'm aiming for.

make peace.

have love.

don't get tattoos of naked ladies and flaming skulls of death (please).

lousy shut in!

i've been on the computer for hours! what is wrong with me?! i need to partay. soon. or i'm gonna become a loner freak who sends death threats to random people! i will partay, and it will be soon! uggghhh, on the brightside though, i have tons of time to think1 see, i'm using that 'on the brightside' method i told ya'll bout'! it's actually very good! stuff works.....
 anyways, i need to partay, and soon at that so, imma go pla a partay ;)

make peace.

have love.

keeep on lookin at the brightside

life is beautiful.

people destroy it.

(caylee anthony (rest in peace, baby girl))  people don't use it well.

can't you people understand? life is beautiful. life is worth saving. life is worth using it to the best of your ability. stop and live.

the light in a coal mine.

. she doesn't feel loved enough. she needs something, anything, to help her. her mother drinks. she doesn't know her father. she has friends, but none are quite close. but she's not depressed. she has god.
faith.
hope.
and through it all... love.
how? she lives on the brightside in a world where almost no one does.

   ''You're only as tall as your heart will let you be
And you're only as small as the world will make you seem
When the going gets rough and you feel like you may fall
Just look on the brightside - you're roughly six feet tall"
so, how tall are you? small? this quote from the song on the brightside is my life now. this is how i am living. i need to.

wherever you are. new york. chattanooga. aphganistan. this is the way to live. stay out of the dark. live on the brightside.

OCD: not as sucky as imagined

i'm obsessed. every minute of every day i'm thinking about it. it's always in my head. i need it for survival. i love it with all my heart. yes, i'm talking about reading! what else?! but seriously, i skip meals to read now, and ya'll who know me know how tough it is for me to skip a meal. But there is eons of plus sides! like how reading is way more educational and such rather than video games, or drugs! or the fact that i'm finishing books in record time, which thrills the hate outa me! OCD, maybe it's not such  a bad thing. oh and hannah, don't EVER read the twilight saga. Not ANYTHING you'd like at all. At. All. WAY too depressing. but i'm note focusing on depressing... at the moment... nope. i'm listening to an extremely undepressing-sounnding song (love like woe).

OH MY GOODNESS, I DIDN'T TELL YA'LL! i've found a love.

Jordan. Witzigreuter. lead singer of the band.... drumroll.... the ready set! look up the music vid of love like woe, and you'll understand why. not only is this mann hawt, but he's got an incredible voice. i mean, come on girls, who doesn't like a guy who cane serenade her?!

  (see that, he's totally looking at me right then and serenading me)
 honestly. i love him like jocee from the cupcake dictionary love the dude from the chronicles of narnia, or like hannah loves (beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!). Do ya'll understand my infatuation yet?! i don't think you do! sigh.... the mann is just... wow. is this how fan's of justin beiber feel? you know, not the crazed ones who try to tackle him and send death letters to selena gomez, but the milder ones, like hannah or my other friend, brooke. but not my sister. she'd totally tackle him if given the oppritunity. in her defense, she does tackle everybody anyways......

make peace.

have love.

keep yo meathooks AWAY from my jordan! ya'll can be serenaded by justin timberlake or whoever, but NOT him.

cuz i'm a rebel like that ;)

listening to the runaway's best hits. eating nothing, ignoring my mother's gripes about me eating nothing. why? cuz im a rebel like that ;) wearing man pj's (because of their comfortable pants XD) tho my mom said it's weird. why? cuz i'm a rebel like that. listening to joan jett's 'i love rock 'n' roll'. why? cuz it's a quality song of course! i love rock 'n' roll, so put another dime in the jukebox baby! sorry, i love that song so much :)
  ok, so guess who's going out today?! me! it's been.... a while since i've gone out... but i will again today! huzzah! ok, so i gotta go, it takes time to transform this *points towards hideously grotesque face* into an ocean goddess....

make peace.

have love.

be knowin this gurl is a rebel.

vampire books are stooopid

okay so ive been bored, so i spent all day yesterday re-reading twilight (finished it too, new record!) and i realized, in all the vampire books i read (and i read a lot of em') all of the heroine's are so eager to turn into vampires and just leave their family like that! i mean, that's completely ridiculous, right? who would leave their perfectly nice family for some brooding handsome bloodsucker? leach? parasite, for goodness sakes! i mean, duuude?! i love my mommy and i would never leave her like that! it would break my heart into a bajillion tiny little pieces to do half the stuff they do for extremely stupid reasons, but just forget leaving my momma. it's physically impossible to love anything more than her anyways. yep. physically impossible. and i don't even care i sound alittle nerdy at saying how much i love my momma.                                                           

 yep.

make peace.

have love.

tell you momma you loooooove her XD